God is a name man has given to the answer of the question "what created the universe, the world and everything?"No matter how grateful or resentful you might be of your existence, it has no influence on your being. god is powerless. those who believe in the "almighty" cannot find the strength to trust themselves. the only real accomplishment of this noble concept is its accentuatuation of our mannerisms and effect in dialogue, or monologue. a tool of emphasis used verbatim or literatim. expressions like "God, damn it" or "god! i hate it". Faith makes life easier. I don't need it.
Destiny is a concoction of the cowardly and resigned.
Those who believe,lack the strength to fight circumstance. like water takes the shape of the container, they adjust to environment. the conformists. blame destiny and look the other way. it is much easier. I don't need to.
another fragmential consequence of the immaculate concept of destiny is the saying "whatever happens will be for the best" illogical. absurd. abhorrent. god i hate it. how can you know what's best if you don't know all your options? you, only you, choose what's best. the only possible way of knowing your options is to explore and explore in completion. else there is no use in exploration at all. obtain finality and choose. I choose to.
Love. a concept common man has come to idealize. idealizations are unattainable. else they won't be ideal. satisfaction is the only measure. following your idealizations is the only way for attainment, when the satisfaction is superlative.love exists and is far from ideal. the bond between a mother and her child is common proof. if you explain this relationship, you know what "louuve" is. mother-child relationship is of an instinctive nature. like reflexes. if you have any idea of evolutionary biology, you will know what a conditional relfex is ; when you learn to recognize the stimuli hitherto uncoded in your genes, you develop a consequential "learnt" relfex.
love is simply a hormonal imbalance, an excess of oxyotocin, mostly. childbirth in a woman releases hormones instinctively. your mind is the trigger in other "lovey-dovey" relationships. the hypothallamus in your cerebrum, the secretory gland. hence, your mind controls the secretion of such hormones.
you control.
when your under the influence, you feel. past experiences dictate love is work. to maintain feeling one has to avoid getting used to it. you can lose love just as easily. people who believe in destiny are fickle. they'll go with the flow and claim the "good" feeling feels right, hence it must be in the stars! bah.. (advice :- if you are already in a relationship and feel yourself attracted to someone else, recognize the attraction and put your feelings on hold. get used to them. they'll die out. its upto you really, if u think you stand to lose more than you'd like. don't do it. if you don't. go ahead. its that simple.)
its all in the mind. you are in control. live by excuses if it makes life easier. *puke*
Contempt: the elation you get when you tell yourself "i'm better than you". haha. you egoless imbecile, you are pathetic.
Conceit: vanity. blatant presumption. obnoxious. you are the loser.
Selfishness: an instinct, it was necessary for self preservation in the neanderthal age. redundant now. unnecessary. you will ultimately end up surrounding yourself with people like you. you'll seldom find peace, unless you take sanyas in an old age home. aged and old. enjoy your peace that you've struggled so hard to attain. "fruits of toil and labour are sweet". for your sake, i sincerely hope that is true.
second chances.
depends on you. solely. whether you choose to give yourself another chance or not. whether you can forgive yourself and take action to rectify. regardless of what you've already lost by your actions.. atleast you can grant yourself the feeling of gratification of reform. regardless of whether people who have been compromised by your actions still believe in you. I would much rather feel remorse than be able to define it.
Stop being a loser. Lose your illusions.
signing off
Aditya.
Disclaimer : this post is purely an expression of my disgust. I am not subtle.
4 comments:
the main problem with this, or any other line of thinking , is that theres no absolute to compare with. you are right. i am right. everyones right.
and noone will ever know who won. because we arent shown our answer sheets after this exam. maybe this isnt even an exam to begin with.
bah.
i disbelieve in everything. and believe in everything.
but yais. i do believe in "doing" rather than letting things happen. its better to take control of your own life than blame it on the "stars" .
i haven't really put up a question to associate a right or wrong with.
i've just stated that i can do without the security that man derives from god. that of "i know god is looking out for me".
:P haha. so this was it. Scientifically backed blasting. You're convincing. espicially at a time when i want to believe.
Write on.
-pushpanjali banerji
I wish you could use capitals to begin sentences. It takes a spell check, makes it easier on rusting eye spells.
You write better than your friend. Just about as good as the verbosity gets, I wish it was a little more systematic. You could put in so much more to the same. Interesting.
- Akshyat :-)
Post a Comment