night light

another world. chugging like momentum train wheels acquire steadily. gaining velocity and delivering the sound of metal clatter, vibrating the ground I stand on. and my heart. beating in resonance with the wavelengths of the sounds emitted by the engine mechanism. A drive into the night. seemingly endless and farther still, while i look out the window upon the lighted highway, lighted for a few constant yards. just. the wind remains, bearing the train cutting thru the ether, enveloping its body with eagerness. fluid dynamic. omnipotent and elsewhere. I close my eyes and go back to those moments. I can still feel it enveloping my being, music delivering the flavour to this time overpowering within my chest. heavy bass in synchronous with the rest. this moment is preserved within me. i took everything. it is mine, and its been only 2 days. Its the same feeling i get when i master a guitar piece. when i compose with satisfaction, only satisfaction comes ever so unoften. when the rays of the sun creep inside my room during twilight, illuminating the movement of my fingers. feels like a
kiss, the sun, ejecting drops of flame, burning my lips and i relish the taste of the wound. the same feel when I stood on the top of a dam back in the days of wellington. valley view and the dense clouds of chilly wind ramming the sides of my body, as if to take me alongwith. the same when i galloped on tango along the banks of pykara, adrenaline pumping in my veins in every descent and jump the horse took. it flew.
words are hard to find, to describe. nevermind. I can go back to this moment, my haven. my mind. I be.