Stated

note: woman here means a lot of things. the feminification of cities, planes, places, mothersea, the sky, open country, forests, ideas, regular HAPPENINGS, things one can just discover and immerse oneself in. and of course, women, too. and their contours. and their neural convolutions. bloodlines of cities, and veins, arteries, histories, the pulse and the midnight beat. the things a craft can do, the arms of motherlove, the cool air and breeze of lush rained upon meadows, and rolling hills forever, the depths, the meanings. MEANING.
and that is all my hyde asks for.

- kunal golani

Explicit Definition.

composed completely cacofonycally. it seems misfit. ironic, is the subtlety. diverts attention, if you can see. ahhh if i could hear those sounds again..

a picture says a thousand words
the red tree - Piet Mondrian.


dead weight.
morbid. living.
give me more. give me more.
make me live.
satiate this hunger. i want more.
make me bleed.
slice my face. scar my cheek.
make my blood flow. i want to taste it.
insipid. breathing.
my heart beating.
my veins are throbbing.
breathing.
screaming.
beating. like a drum.
A sound of the silence.
make me live. give me more.
insatiable hunger. i want to cry.
i've never cried. why can't i cry?
i don't cry. genetic anomaly.
how beautiful it be. the mist covered tree.
falling. flying. the mist surrounds me.
breathing.
screaming.
flying. floating.
in pain. pain. my pleasure.
the pain makes it real.
everything.
give me more.
take a sword and stab through.
25 times. stab swift. retract slowly.
come again. encore.
my veins are throbbing.
my blood is bound for release.
it flows free now. i relish the sight
a velvet red sparkling in the night.
morphine. subtle injection.
dripping. dropping. it traces my finger tips.
extermination. commit conscious rejection.
a precursor to my bloodbath.
and when i'm white with no drop in sight.
kiss me a last.
and leave me in the whistling silence.
i will feel the wind.
i want to feel its lashes.
i will drown in the tempest,
as she carriers me to her womb,
and she embraces me amongst the haze.
carrying me higher. i'm looking down now.
vertigo. as the rush comes.
how does it still come?
its coming.
the past is coming.
slowly unravelling.
faster than a free fall.
psychiatry contaminated.
embroiled. effacive spawn.
wound the hand that nourished.
breed in what you covet.

skewed caricature.
edged on to the edge of the clif.
at the summit. above the clouds.
level eyed sun.
beside the falling water. amidst the mist.
and as the rush comes.
falling.
as the rush comes.
torpor.

prophecy will be re-written.
re-genesis.